To them who had corrupted her, my spies, And rivals? In this other was there found More faith, who, also in her prime of love, Spousal embraces, vitiated with gold,
Though offer'd only, by the scent conceived Her spurious first-born, treason against me ? Thrice she assay'd, with flattering prayers and sighs, And amorous reproaches, to win from me
My capital secret; in what part my strength
Lay stored, in what part summ'd, that she might know; Thrice I deluded her, and turn'd to sport Her importunity, each time perceiving How openly and with what impudence
She purposed to betray me, and (which was worse Than undissembled hate) with what contempt She sought to make me traitor to myself;
Yet the fourth time, when, mustering all her wiles, With blandish'd parleys, feminine assaults, Tongue-batteries, she surceased, not day nor night, To storm me, over-watch'd and wearied out, At times when men seek most repose and rest, I yielded, and unlock'd her all my heart, Who, with a grain of manhood well resolved, Might easily have shook off all her snares ; But foul effeminacy held me yoked Her bond-slave! O indignity, O blot To honour and religion! servile mind Rewarded well with servile punishment! The base degree to which I now am fallen, These rags, this grinding, is not yet so base As was my former servitude, ignoble,
Unmanly, ignominious, infamous,
True slavery; and that blindness worse than this, That saw not how degenerately I served.
Man. I cannot praise thy marriage choices, son, Rather approved them not; but thou didst plead Divine impulsion prompting how thou might'st Find some occasion to infest our foes.
I state not that; this I am sure, our foes Found soon occasion thereby to make thee Their captive, and their triumph; thou the sooner Temptation found'st, or over-potent charms, To violate the sacred trust of silence
Deposited within thee; which to have kept Tacit was in thy power: true; and thou bear'st Enough, and more, the burden of that fault;
Bitterly hast thou paid, and still art paying, That rigid score. A worse thing yet remains : This day the Philistines a popular feast Here celebrate in Gaza, and proclaim Great pomp, and sacrifice, and praises loud, To Dagon, as their god, who hath deliver'd Thee, Samson, bound and blind, into their hands; Them out of thine, who slew'st them many a slain. So Dagon shall be magnified, and God, Besides whom is no god, compared with idols, Disglorified, blasphemed, and had in scorn By the idolatrous rout amidst their wine; Which to have come to pass by means of thee, Samson, of all thy sufferings think the heaviest, Of all reproach the most with shame that ever Could have befallen thee and thy father's house.
Sams. Father, I do acknowledge and confess That I this honour, I this pomp, have brought To Dagon, and advanced his praises high Among the heathen round: to God have brought Dishonour, obloquy, and oped the mouths
Of idolists and atheists; have brought scandal
To Israel, diffidence of God, and doubt In feeble hearts, propense enough before To waver, or fall off and join with idols; Which is my chief affliction, shame and sorrow, The anguish of my soul, that suffers not Mine eye to harbour sleep, or thoughts to rest. This only hope relieves me, that the strife
With me hath end: all the contest is now
'Twixt God and Dagon; Dagon hath presumed, Me overthrown, to enter lists with God,
His deity comparing and preferring Before the God of Abraham.
Will not connive, or linger, thus provoked; But will arise, and his great name assert: Dagon must stoop, and shall ere long receive Such a discomfit, as shall quite despoil him Of all these boasted trophies won on me, And with confusion blank his worshippers.
Man. With cause this hope relieves thee, and these
I as a prophecy receive; for God,
Nothing more certain, will not long defer
To vindicate the glory of his name
Against all competition, nor will long Endure it doubtful whether God be Lord, Or Dagon. But for thee what shall be done? Thou must not, in the meanwhile here forgot, Lie in this miserable loathsome plight, Neglected. I already have made way To some Philistian lords, with whom to treat About thy ransom: well they may by this Have satisfied their utmost of
By pains and slaveries, worse than death, inflicted On thee, who now no more canst do them harm.
Sams. Spare that proposal, father; spare the trouble
Of that solicitation; let me here, As I deserve, pay on my punishment, And expiate, if possible, my crime, Shameful garrulity. To have reveal'd Secrets of men, the secrets of a friend,
How heinous had the fact been, how deserving Contempt and scorn of all, to be excluded
All friendship, and avoided as a blab,
The mark of fool set on his front! But I God's counsel have not kept; his holy secret Presumptuously have publish'd, impiously, Weakly at least, and shamefully: a sin That Gentiles in their parables condemn To their abyss and horrid pains confined. Man. Be penitent, and for thy fault contrite; But act not in thy own affliction, son: Repent the sin; but, if the punishment Thou canst avoid, self-preservation bids; Or the execution leave to high disposal, And let another hand, not thine, exact Thy penal forfeit from thyself: perhaps God will relent, and quit thee all his debt; Who ever more approves, and more accepts (Best pleased with humble and filial submission), Him who, imploring mercy, sues for life, Than who, self-rigorous, chooses death as due; Which argues over-just, and self-displeased For self-offence, more than for God offended. Reject not, then, what offer'd means; who knows But God hath set before us, to return thee Home to thy country and his sacred house, Where thou may'st bring thy offerings, to avert His further ire, with prayers and vows renew'd? Sams. His pardon I implore; but as for life
To what end should I seek it?
All mortals I excell'd, and great in hopes
With youthful courage and magnanimous thoughts Of birth from heaven foretold, and high exploits, Full of divine instinct, after some proof
Of acts, indeed, heroic, far beyond
The sons of Anak, famous now and blazed, Fearless of danger, like a petty god
I walk'd about, admired of all, and dreaded
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