LXXVI. Sudden he stops; his eye is fix'd: away, Away, thou heedless boy! prepare the spear: The skill that yet may check his mad career. Dart follows dart; lance, lance; loud bellowings speak his woes. LXXVII. Again he comes; nor dart nor lance avail, His gory chest unveils life's panting source; Though death-struck, still his feeble frame he rears; Staggering, but stemming all, his lord unharm'd he bears. LXXVIII. Foil'd, bleeding, breathless, furious to the last, Full in the centre stands the bull at bay, Mid wounds, and clinging darts, and lances brast, And now the Matadores around him play, Shake the red cloak, and poise the ready brand: Once more through all he bursts his thundering wayVain rage! the mantle quits the conynge hand, Wraps his fierce eye-'tis past-he sinks upon the sand! Where his vast neck just mingles with the spine, Without a groan, without a struggle dies. The corse is piled-sweet sight for vulgar eyes- LXXX. Such the ungentle sport that oft invites The Spanish maid, and cheers the Spanish swain. In vengeance, gloating on another's pain. What private feuds the troubled village stain! To meditate 'gainst friends the secret blow, For some slight cause of wrath, whence life's warm stream must flow. LXXXI. But Jealousy has fled his bars, his bolts, His wither'd centinel, Duenna sage! And all whereat the generous soul revolts, Which the stern dotard deem'd he could encage, Have pass'd to darkness with the vanish'd age. (Ere War uprose in his volcanic rage), With braided tresses bounding o'er the green, While on the gay dance shone Night's lover-loving Queen ? LXXXII. Oh! many a time and oft, had Harold loved, Or dream'd he loved, since rapture is a dream ; But now his wayward bosom was unmoved, For not yet had he drunk of Lethe's stream; And lately had he learn'd with truth to deem Love has no gift so grateful as his wings: How fair, how young, how soft so'er he seem, Full from the fount of joy's delicious springs Some bitter o'er the flowers its bubbling venom flings. LXXXIII. Yet to the beauteous form he was not blind, But Passion raves itself to rest, or flies; And Vice, that digs her own voluptuous tomb, Had buried long his hopes, no more to rise: Pleasure's pall'd victim! life-abhorring gloom Wrote on his faded brow curst Cain's unresting doom. LXXXIV. Still he beheld, nor mingled with the throng; But view'd them not with misanthropic hate: Nought that he saw his sadness could abate: Yet once he struggled 'gainst the demon's sway, Pour'd forth this unpremeditated lay, To charms as fair as those that soothed his happier day. TO INEZ. 1. NAY, smile not at my sullen brow; Alas! I cannot smile again : Yet Heaven avert that ever thou Shouldst weep, and haply weep in vain. 2. And dost thou ask what secret woe I bear, corroding joy and youth? And wilt thou vainly seek to know 3. It is not love, it is not hate, Nor low Ambition's honours lost, 4. It is that weariness which springs From all I meet, or hear, or see : To me no pleasure Beauty brings; Thine eyes have scarce a charm for me. |