And murmured at such lowly lot— But, just like any other dream, Upon the vapour of the dew My own had past, did not the beam Of beauty which did while it thro' The minute-the hour-the day-oppress My mind with double loveliness. XIV We walked together on the crown Of a high mountain which looked down Afar from its proud natural towers Of rock and forest, on the hills The dwindled hills! begirt with bowers And shouting with a thousand rills. XV. I spoke to her of power and pride, But mystically-in such guise That she might deem it nought beside The moment's converse; in her eyes I read, perhaps too carelessly A mingled feeling with my own The flush on her bright cheek to me Seemed to become a queenly throne, Too well that I should let it be Light in the wilderness alone. XVI. I wrapped myself in grandeur then, And donned a visionary crown Yet it was not that Fantasy Had thrown her mantle over me But that, among the rabble-men, Lion ambition is chained down---And crouches to a keeper's hand— Not so in deserts where the grand-The wild-the terrible conspire With their own breath to fan his fire. XVII. Look round thee now on Samarcand! Is she not queen of Earth? her pride Above all cities? in her hand Their destinies? in all beside Of glory which the world hath known Stands she not nobly and alone ? Falling-her veriest stepping-stone Shall form the pedestal of a throne-And who her sovereign? Timour-he Whom the astonished people saw Striding o'er empires haughtily A diademed outlaw! XVIII. O human love! thou spirit given, On Earth, of all we hope in Heaven! Upon the Siroc-withered plain, And, failing in thy power to bless, And beauty of so wild a birth Farewell! for I have won the Earth. XIX. When Hope, the eagle that towered, could see No cliff beyond him in the sky, His pinions were bent droopingly— And homeward turned his softened eye. 'Twas sunset: when the sun will part There comes a sullenness of heart To him who still would look upon The glory of the summer sun. That soul will hate the ev'ning mist So often lovely, and will list To the sound of the coming darkness (known To those whose spirits hearken) as one Who, in a dream of night, would fly, But cannot, from a danger nigh. XX. What tho' the moon--the white moon Shed all the splendour of her noon, Her smile is chilly-and her beam, In that time of dreariness, will seem And boyhood is a summer sun For all we live to know is known, And all we seek to keep hath flown— Let life, then, as the day-flower, fall With the noon-day beauty-which is all. XXI. I reached my home-my home no more For all had flown who made it so. |